#urlhere         semi lore compliant - based portrayal of     itzamna iamus    .

                           . . .      divinity

            itza        |                    2024.

   a deep dive into         religion ,  abuse ,  death ,  and cults .

            roxy        |                    any        |                    25+

   activity         high activity.
   accepting         virtually anything, just ask.

guidelines ,

Do you miss the sadness when it is gone?

basics ,

Mad world beats, outside our hearts

For the general side of the rules and more for OOC interactions, don't be a dickhead.It will either get you the swiftest block or I will simply ignore you. You treat me with respect and I will treat you in kind without even thinking twice. That being said, please let me know if I cross any line or boundary. I will not know unless you tell me.I would prefer to be told a harsh truth than sit in a pretty lie and am very big on communication to coordinate and talk about RP or anything that may have bothered someone or me .

interaction ,

Times of need, we are apart

he is available for walk-ups and tells. I do utilize Moodles to give someone an idea of how to approach each character. That being said, I find most genres and aspects of RP to be fun. Some will need to be discussed more than others. But I primarily work with darker and mature themes. If a character of mine is rude to a character of yours, I will not be upset if they get hit for talking shit. Likewise, I expect others to not be upset for getting the consequences of their actions as well.as an addendum, please do not randomly spring conflict onto my character without discussion. it does take a relatively large toll on me to roleplay conflict scenes and they are not super fun for me unless discussed before, during and after .

dni / nope ,

I know he knows that he's killing me for mercy

If you are (knowingly) one or more of the following, OOCly: transphobic, homophobic, racist, misogynistic, a misandrist, ableist, closed-minded and overall just kind of a right cunt, do not interact with me. We will not get along and you will not like it when I call your ass out for any of these. If you present these themes in your RP, I expect you to treat them in a mature manner. If you do not, do not interact with me, chances are I definitely don't want to talk to you or interact with your characters . do not interact if you're looking to get something out of it such as mods, art, compositions or otherwise anything specifically catered to your character . i will drop you very quickly if that's the case.

ooc ,

He didn't mean to do no harm

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character ,

You can cry, you can cry, you can cry

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   name       itzamna ,  iamus
   aliases       oracle of gold
   age       32
   dob       15th sun of the 6th umbral moon.
   pronouns       he / him.
   gender       cis male.
   orientation       panromantic homosexual.
   race       duskwight elezen
   status       he will tell you he's a healer.
   location       the underbelly of ishgard, the deep forests of the shroud.
   known languages       gelmorran (anc. + modern), common, sign language.

   height       6'4"
   weight       light.
   build       lithe.
   skin       warm obsidian.
   hair color       jet black.
   hair style       usually long, cut well -- angled.
   eye color       golden.
   wardrobe       more elegant than not. full of long dresses.
   miscellaneous       runic scars laced on his back, markings painted in gold on his skin, seems to wear a mask in brighter set areas or on the surface.

A SIGH, INHALE, EXHALE. he walks in naught else but poise, elegance. he'll do nothing but smile, touch a chin, guide you to look his way. and when you do, when you finally have the courage to touch him back, that is when he ghosts away. he'll kiss your wounds and tell you he can take it all away. and he can, he can. somewhere behind that mask of his is something borne of a sorrowful kindness. he will be a salve, a home, a friend, a lover; whatever one requires of him.

pain manipulation a strange sort of thing it is. where does the pain go when it is gone? where is the wound?
retrocognition through touch. there are days in which he will not want to be touched. this is why.
ritualism it is best to ask him of it.
necromancy good luck.

aether is the lifeblood of the world that, and dynamis. he has the gift of the echo and through touch, may it activate. it is never something he can control, never something he wishes to experience, for the experiences of others meld into his own memories. he feels what they do, goes through what they do. and he sympathizes as best as he can. such a man might be maternal if only for the simple fact that he is to provide comfort. only comfort and love for those that need it the most.

    sometimes i hear screaming in the night.     ah, yes. the one plagued with visions. how do you mean? he bears a gift that the gods rarely give. he is chosen, then. at a great sacrifice. he is revered. like an effigy. how do you all know these visions are even real? quiet, child. he sees better than even i. ... i have watched how he writhes in pain, how he screams and screams until it is nothing more than a whimper. all from a touch. i see. to touch him is to be blessed, know that. he is our oracle.

relations ,

And every single time I run into your arms. . .

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               ??? (the nameless)                       *

            patriarch        |                    silent order        |                    ussta mrigg

               nemain branos                       *

            protector        |                    silent order        |                    ussta kulggen

               ynali'wo rabntah                       *

            boyfriend        |                    sage & secrets        |                    ussta lilbh'iahin

               caelvir auvyrae                       *

            boyfriend        |                    sage & secrets        |                    ussta z'ress

There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They said he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

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hooks ,

. . .I feel like I exist for love

               TBA                       *

            alias        |                    occupation        |                    age

               TBA                       *

            alias        |                    occupation        |                    age